Hi and welcome to devline's livejournal!

What you'll find here:
Icons from various fandoms (for example Queer as Folk, Harry Potter, Stock, Animes and Celebrities) (go to imaginary_art for these), maybe manips of naked guys, maybe wallpapers and, of course, my occasional ramblings.

I might make some personal entries which will be locked and friends-only.

I'm a passionate fanfic reader (in the Harry Potter fandom) and possibly will post some recs of good pieces of fanfiction. I read a big amount of slash and smut, recommendations of this kind will have a warning, so if you're underage or grossed out by relationships between men don't read them. (And please don't insult me for liking them.)

Everybody who wants to can friend me, but it would be nice if you left a comment somewhere and let me know who you are. Otherwise I can't guarantee to friend you back.

Now, have fun browsing my lj!

( take a look at music I like at the moment )

I'm sick. I've felt bad since yesterday morning but today it's especially bad. My stomach hurts and I even had to throw up this evening. We don't have appropriate medicaments for this kind of thing which sucks, because I don't know what I can do to feel better. I'm going to drink a lot of coke now and hope it will work.

And I have to read a lot of feel-good fanfiction. Currently rereading ladyvader's fics which are awesome. Every single one of her fanfics hits all of my buttons *g*

If somebody wants to rec me more feel-good h/d fics I would appreciate that :)

After a looong time I tried to make icons today. But they all sucked. Now I'm annoyed. Maybe I'll paint a picture today. Or maybe not.
Tomorrow I'l have to get up at 5 am!!! *whines* That sucks too.
Pouting now.

I feel like I wanna smack somebody
Turn around and bitch slap somebody
But I ain't goin' out bro (no, no, no)
I ain't givin' into it (no, no, no)
Anxieties bash my mind in
Terrorizing my soul like Bin Laden
But I ain't fallin' down bro (no, no, no)
I won't lose control bro (no, no, no)
Shackle and chained
My soul feels stained
I can't explain got an ich on my brain
Lately my whole aim is to maintain
And regain control of my mainframe
My bloods boiling its beatin' out propaine
My train of thoughts more like a runaway train
I'm in a fast car drivin' in a fast lane
In the rain and I'm might just hydroplaine

I don't fear none of my enemies
And I don't fear bullets from oozies
I've been dealing with something thats worse than these
That'll make you fall to your knees and thats the
The anxiety the sane and the insane rivalry
Paranoias brought me to my knees
Lord please please please
Take away my anxiety
The sane and the insane rivalry
Paranoias brought me to my knees
Lord please please please
Take away my anxiety

My head keeps running away my brother
The only thing making me stay my brother
But I won't give into it bro (no, no, no)
Gotta get myself back now
God, I can't let my mind be
Tell my enemy is my own
Gots to find my inner wealth
Gots to hold up my thoughts
I can't get caught (no, no, no)
I can't give into it now (no, no, no)
Emotions are trapped set on lock
Got my brain stuck goin through the motions
Only I know what's up
I'm filled up with pain
Tryin' to gain my sanity
Everywhere I turn its a dead end infront of me
With nowhere to go gotta shake this anxiety
Got me feelin' strange paranoia took over me
And its weighin' me down
And I can't run any longer, yo
Knees to the ground

I don't fear none of my enemies
And I don't fear bullets from oozies
I've been dealing with something thats worse than these
That'll make you fall to your knees and thats the
The anxiety the sane and the insane rivalry
Paranoias brought me to my knees
Lord please please please
Take away my anxiety
The sane and the insane rivalry
Paranoias brought me to my knees
Lord please please please
Take away my anxiety

Black Eyed Peas feat. Papa Roach - Anxiety

I fucking hate spiders! Why does it always have to be me???

Now I'm sitting on the edge of my bad, scared shitless, and nearly in tears. (I cried already after the initial shock was gone...). I was just lying on my bed, surfing the internet. When I looked back I say a really huge spider sitting on my wall. I had to get my father out of bed so he could kill it for me.

Now I'm having fantasies about big spider-colonies in and underneath my bed. How am I supposed to sleep in such a state???

I hate this phobia! This fear! But I just can't do anything about it. *sigh*

Now I have to read fanfic to distract myself and have some happy-thoughts...

Remember my last pic-spam post? With all the hot guys?

Well, said she would die if I made an icon-post with every single one of those pics. I hope her family will be able to revive her 'cause I did it. It took some time because I don't have so much time for making icons anymore since I started working but today I finished it.

Preview:



Posted at my icon-community imaginary_art

Ok, I'm feeling naughty today. After my weird dream yesterday I had to distract myself with hot guy pics. So here are 9 really cute guys for your enjoyment.

( cut for picspam and naked chests... )

I'm beginning to think I have a type... Hmm...

This day started really creepy. With a dream. I don't remember the exact details but I know it had something to do with Snape, flirting and sexual tension... OMG!

Needless to say I was really beside myself this morning and had extreme difficulty to wake up properly. I don't think he looked like Snape in the movies , probably a much younger and better groomed version of him but still it was CREEPY. I had a nightly rendezvous with fanon!Snape! That never happened to me with Draco or Harry before.

I still remember we were on some kind of mission but it was totally crazy and makes no sense at all when I'm awake.
*sigh* Life's crazy.... Or maybe I am.

So, now I'm a productive member of this society. The apprenticeship is going alright, it's not always fun and sometimes it's annoying to be treated like an imbecile but over all it's nice to have a new purpose in life. Now I'm getting all deep and philosophical again although I wanted to avoid that in this post.

Yesterday (or rather today) I had a sleepover at no_delusion's. It was really funny because we got totally crazy after twelve o'clock. We just couldn't stop talking about anything and everything may it be morality, stupid people on TV, slash or penises. LOL

Unfortunately I couldn't sleep very long (woke up at 8 am) so I'm a bit groggy today. Well but that's what weekends are for. Only five days till I get my first salary!!Hee I just can't help being a material girl.

So now I'm going to enjoy the last of the weekend (meaning about two hours) and watch TV. Good night!

Ok, so I haven't posted in a looong time. I don't know why I find it so difficult to post personal stuff in my lj, it's the same with my diary at home I just can't seem to write in it... It's terribly annoying and I wonder why that is. But anyway, now I'm posting so it's a start.

I changed my layout. I kind of grew sick of the sidebar and the ads of the sponsored account so now it's clean and simple again. Also I'm back to 6 userpics. But that's okay. I'm thinking about purchasing a paid account for two months soon, but then I'll have to be much more active than I'm now. Also I thought about getting a greatest journal account because you can have 2000 userpics there without paying anything. But that would mean starting over again in the journal-world so I don't think userpics are worth it.

Tomorrow I'll have my first day at work. I'm terribly excited. I'm starting an apprenticeship at a famous kitchen company Poggenpohl. I hope I'll do alright and get along with my new colleagues. It's a new stage of life and standing on the edge I have very mixed feelings: on the one hand I'm really excited about moving forward and growing up. On the other hand I miss school and the security it gave me because it organized my daily life. Now I'm back on the first stage, one of the new ones in the company.

I guess everything will work out. At least I really hope so.